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Welcome to my blog. There's nothing wrong with my name. I'm just a girl, struggling to keep up in the rat race. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and i'm lovin it. I'm creative in my own way. I'm the only witness and only person who can judge my life.

20 January 2012

- Ipoh.ing -

why's the internet connection here so sucky? 
people i wont be fb-ing much.... 
just text me... 
oh by the way in case you dont know... 
i am in ipoh already... 
dai shu geok-ed and gai si hor fun-ed XP

18 January 2012

- 我。到底能撑多久 -


这短短的两个多月....
充分体会到什么是纠结....
什么是强颜欢笑...
什么是心力绞碎...
什么是坚强面对...
什么是一波未停,一波又起...

我...
是真的累了...
又没有人能好心来救救我...

13 January 2012

- 放了自己 -


最近一直在听这首歌...
听着听着...
我哭了...
那歌词...
真的害我哭惨了...


有一種尖銳 在心裡擱淺
寂寞時特別強烈 呼吸 刺痛 糾結
有一些笑臉 公式化出現
計算出快樂假面 是痊癒 還是上了麻醉
 
放了自己 放了回憶
放了世界不過如此而已
多少慶幸 多少風景
在放了之後才清晰
放了自己 放了回憶
放了那 配不上妳的傷心
你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角的殘影
而是新的自己

你有過期待 也有過等待
滿腔熱血只無奈
現實 報廢 浪漫
人群中進行 孤單時複習
你的堅強很爭氣
只是怎麼學不會忘記

放了自己 放了回憶
放了世界不過如此而已
多少慶幸 多少風景
在放了之後才清晰
放了自己 放了回憶
放了那 配不上妳的傷心
你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角的殘影
而是新的自己

放了自己 放了回憶
放了世界不過如此而已
多少慶幸 多少風景
在放了之後才清晰
放了自己 放了回憶
放了那 配不上妳的傷心
你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角的殘影
而是新的自己

當那幸福的號誌 又一如往常的亮起
笑著放了自己
   


就将...
累了...
该上床了...
晚安...
with

个人觉得...
那没戴墨镜的主唱...
超帅...
=) 

10 January 2012

- Sorry, I'll Be Late -


Found a very good article...
i agreed to every single sentence and every single frustration of it...
do read it...

i am always very particular about punctuality...
i feel that it's a basic respect of you to others...
everyone's time is equally precious...
there's no logic/theory that someone have to wait for you...
to every appointment...
think before you agree on the meeting time...
if you cannot manage to arrive on time...
then do not agree to that time...
being late for once or twice is forgivable...
but when you are always 'the late one'...
people really do get annoyed...
and at least...
show that you are guilty or sorry...


sometimes...
in your life...
you are just lucky enough to meet some nice people...
people that would always treasure you...
people that would sacrifice themselves for you...
helping you in everything...
treating you as if you are their closest family
but just...
please do not take them for granted...
treat others like how they treated you....
be grateful for what they did onto you...


am abit pissed off...
till then...
with

07 January 2012

- 信念 -

我相信
the law of attraction
只要
你有心
你有愿
没有什么事是做不到的
=)


扎马步
是真的好累
还挺好玩的

03 January 2012

- Meaningful Lyrics -


was organizing the songs in my laptop...
found this song that my friend sent me some time ago...
never really paid much attention to the lyrics...
so went to do some digging...
i personally super like the lyrics...
cause somehow it's very meaningful to me...


暗恋
词曲:彭学斌
四目交接的时候 不要停留太久
适可而止的问候 关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索 妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞 也不能对你说
啊好朋友啊我的好朋友
不小心的沉默 不能让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边 就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界 是靠近还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界 搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言 什么会多一些 什么会少一些
就让别人去猜测 我们清白的很
就让自己去承受 那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友 能不能有要求
如果你发生什么 也是我想太多
啊好朋友就只是好朋友
不小心说出口 微笑中藏着难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边 就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界 是靠近还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉 一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你变成了利剑 什么会被消灭 什么才会复原
那是我的底线 继续将你暗恋

02 January 2012

- 2012 -


yo yo yo...
happy new year!!!!
sent 2011 off...
here comes 2012...
it's gonna be another great year...
=)


stayed at home on new year eve...
watching tv and msn-ing...
nothing special but i am actually very happy for a secret reason 
=P


been watching ALOT of movies lately...


yes i am sort of on a movie marathon XP
by the way...
the fan in my room terminated service today...
so went to get 2 new fans with my bro...
back at home each of us try to assemble them...
he went like 'kaching kaching... oh so fast'...
and me...
stuck halfway...
so went searching for the user manual...
my brother found out..
in the end got laughed...
=(
and days ago i was playing my bro's psp...
there's dialog box...
i kept talking(replying) to the dialog...
waiting for the game to start... 
and after minutes of repeating dialogs...
then i ask my bro...
'why the game dont let me play?'
then i show my bro the screen...
 guess what?
apparently i need to press some button to start the game....
and because i've been talking to the machine waiting for more then 5 mins...
my bro now couldnt stop mentioning + laughing + teasing...
i think i became noob-er...
me no likey
=(



till then...
with