- It's sad -

It's sad,
How people lock themselves up,
In their own little world.

We lie to ourselves,
Say that everything's alright,
Everythings fine.

We wear the mask,
And act the part,
And say it's all part of the show.

We live in boxes,
See in darkness,
And speak in lies.
It's our world that we live in,
Why should it change?

- Dear Santa -

Dear Santa Claus,

Hello santa, My name is Yenyen, i'm a girl and i'm already 18 years old this year... i come from the great city of ipoh, of course, that's in Malaysia. i bet you know where is it.

This year i've been so good that i should still be on the 'nice' list.
Santa, something that i wish to get for christmas this year is a great year through with lots of joyful events, no more loneliness... everyone around me to live a healthy and happy life. And i do wish to get a new bag and a new pair of specs... i also wish to get some books like twilight, ps i love you, The gift, the appeal... OMG.. and many more, santa...

P/s: Would you be so kind to bring some snow??

With love,
Yenyen

- Cancerous food -

Top 10 Cancer-Fighting Foods
1) Broccoli
2) Cabbage
3) Ginger
4) Carrots
5) Green tea
6) Grains - oats, rye, barley
7) Tomatoes
8) Blueberries
9) Beans, lentils, and peas
10) Brown rice

Top 10 Cancer-Promoting Foods
1) Grilled meats - hamburger, steak, chops, chicken, and fish
2) Fries
3) Milk shakes
4) Hydrogenated oils - cakes, cookies, salad dressings, chips, crackers, margarine, frostings
5) Alcohol - beer, wine, spirits
6) Omelettes
7) Commercial cheeses
8) Cured meats - luncheon meats, salami, hot dogs
9) Pickled foods
10) Coffee

I think i'm at risk!!!

- Happy 18 years and 1 day birthday -

i randomly got a brilliant idea before i sleep last night...

well...
i'm sure your personal calender is full with people's birth date...
and i'm sure it's kinda a disaster to remember everyone in your contact list's birthday...
so...
if ever you forgotten someone's birthday...
and it past...
instead of wishing him a 'happy belated birthday'... which sounds so heartless and not so sincere...
i suggest that you can tell that fellow that...

' here's my wishes for you, to make mine to be the most special one.. so i've sent it a day later... i believe no one did like what i did... so... today is your 18 years and 1 day old... happy birthday!!! '

like that sound so touching kan?? hehe... i clever kan?? wanna praise me kan?? muahaha~~~
i believe that the crazy holidays had make me gone insane =)

- New MSN account -

well....
i've no idea what's wrong with my previous msn account...
i just cant login...
so...
the best way to solve everything out...
is to...
changed it...
muahaha...
and i can stop using 'yenyenyaiyai'...
muahaha...
many people kepp asking me why use this name...
well....
it's a long story...
it just got something to do with me childhood...
sweet memories...
so... back to the topic...
meiyen_loke@hotmail.com ...
this is my new msn account...
i believe i've added many of you...
just stating it her in case i missout...
and i wont be using the old account anymore...
hehe...
thanks and sorry for the inconvenient...

- Bond That Never Break -

This is MELISSA!!!

my best best buddy!!! we've know each other for.. hmm...about 5 years..

i so glad that you're in my world...

i'll never forget the sweet sweet memories we share...

the time when we are in mr chua tt...

we tickled each other for fun, shared gossip, conteng-ed the table, gap zai, get call by the tutor...

when we are in ca lau,

we gap zai-ed, gossip-ed, cheated in exams, cheated in essay writing, sms when we just sit few places away...

when in mr lai...

we crazy together, camwhore-ed together, chatted together...

you've seen me cry, you've heard me cry...

you've make me smile, you've make me laugh...

you are the first one who come after my family...

i cant afford to lose you...

even you've go other places to further your studies...

and will go even further...

but our bond will never change!!!

i still will love you a lot...

and i think you will be the same too...

muacksss....

This is SIAN!!! the queen of public misbehaviour...

officially get really close when we are in form 4...

you can always make us gone speechless...

you can always make us laugh until stomachache...

you can always come out with not-so-normal action...

i love you...

no matter what happens...

i'll still love you...

even i didnt say it that often anymore...

but your place in my heart will never change...

This is YIN!!! the one who like to disturb people a lot...

currently not available...
always say and do silly things too...

you can always make me feel that our friendship is really valuable...

and life will never be easy...

with you around...

there'll be laughter...

i love you...

even though you are far yet not so far away...

i'll try to find time to look for you...

muacks...

This is SHIRLEY!!!! also not available...

haha....

even though i didnt see you often...

but i still miss you...

glad that we can be buddies...

love you love you love you~~~

year 2006

year 2007

year 2008

♥ TOGETHER WE ARE ONE ♥

- Tagged -

1. What's your ambition?
to be rich and famous!!!! haha.. i'm just joking... hope that can live a happy and successful life with everyone i love around me...

2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
when i was in primary... i used to think which is the best way to commit suicide that'll be least pain and most plesant looking.... but i didnt think bout it anymore now... i'm BIG GIRL already!!! =)

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
well.... maybe in some particular part i'm confident enough... but people have weaknesses what... so... the answer would be a 'NO'...

4. How many babies you want?
well... i think i should ask for my hubby-to-be's opinion first *wink

5. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
well.... theoretically.... rainbow should always appear after rain... but nowadays.... due to the polution bla bla bla... maybe it's blocked... and... people have better entertainment than watching rainbow...

6. What is your goal for this year?
goal??? hmm... 'THIS YEAR' will be officially over in 21 days' time... so i'll say bout my goal for next year... well... i'm kinda greedy... so...
i) say bye bye to 'top 10' in examination....
ii) score well in stpm so that i can get closer to my bright future...
iii)meet more friends ^.^
iV)be fairer... be thinner... be taller (which is not so possibly can happen.. muahaha...)

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
sure!!! still keep high hope in finding my mr right... Where's my love~~~ =)

8. What do you say about your life now?
my life is kinda zombie-like now... but i guess things will get better next year at this time... Pray hard!!!!

9. What feeling do you love the most?
feeling of 'together we are one'... feeling of being pampered... feeling of being appreciated... so... you know what to do!!

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
tall, FAIR and handsome, muahaha... no la... just joking... hmm... caring, loving, romantic, reliable@安全感...

11. Is there anything you want to tell the people you hate?
hmm.... yea... please change... i dont wanna hate you... but it was YOU who make me do so... so please... CHANGE!!!!! if not... i would pray to God that perhaps you can just vanish from my vision... =)

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
of course!!!! i might not be seeing you everyday... i might not be talking to you everyday... but i love you... no matter where you are or where you are going... i still love you... together we are one!!! you know who you are... (i seems like got a little bit out of topic... hehe)

13. What does flying means to you?
flying?? it reminds me of harry potter sitting on the magical broom and play the balls in air... hehe... flying means the ability to fight against the pull of gravity and remain freely in air without the help of wire... *wink (sound a bit scientific... so proud of myself... ngek ngek ngek...)

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
the most?? i crave for many thing at once le... macam mana?? currently craving for sushi king, kfc, mc D's french fries, pizza hut's seafood lagsana, wanton mee, ramli burger, chee cheong fun and the list goes on... *craving doesnt means i must eat it....

15. Where would your ultimate vacation spot be?
where is not important... but with who is more important... with the correct person, anywhere you go is fun... with the wrong person, everything is spoiled...

16. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
a) fair (times ten to the power of infinity)
b) a bit bit talented in art... (at least better than me)
c) joker
d) self loving
e) fond of self-praising
f) treat friends well
g) full of songs!! can ask him for any songs!!! muahaha...

17. What have you done to yourself that make yourself happy?
buy myself things that's nice-nice belaka... Go out the whole day gossiping, shopping.....

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
i wouldnt be siiting here in front of computer replying tag if i know bout my future... =.="

19. What is your lucky number?
lucky number?? 6 and 7... dont ask me why... i dont know!! ^o^

20. What is your favourite food?
there's no favourite... is either i like or dont like... =)

People to tag:
1. Sa
2. Yin
3. Xing
4. Joyi
5. Maggie