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Welcome to my blog. There's nothing wrong with my name. I'm just a girl, struggling to keep up in the rat race. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and i'm lovin it. I'm creative in my own way. I'm the only witness and only person who can judge my life.

08 February 2009

- I'm sorry, Thank you and I love you -


Hello, my friend
Have you heard about the three hardest things to say?
I’m sorry, Thank you, and I love you
All of them are really hard
Especially to me, they are extra hard

Hello, my friend
I will now confess few things
Don’t get upset with anything
Although the things I will confess
Will be totally different from me who you used to know

Hello, my friend
I’m not as brave as you think
I’m scared…
I’m scared that I might lose you
I’m scared that you will leave me
If I throw this mask away
And face you with real me

Hello, my friend
I’m not as smart as you think
I make a really dumb mistake
I’ve once been used by another
And still making more mistakes

Hello, my friend
I’m not as nice as you think
I did talk about you behind your back
And still I’m not sure if I can stop it
I’m trying to stop it,
But I often see myself doing the same thing

Hello, my friend
I’m not as kind as you think
I’ve 0nce used you somehow
I do say stuff that you might hate to hear
I hid myself under this thing called ‘mask’
Just so you would like me

Hello, my friend
I’m not as strong as you think
I cry when my heart gets broken
You might think I’m heartless
But sometime I do get hurt
Just because of the one word you say

Hello, my friend
I’m not as honest as you think
I always tell you to follow you r heart
But in reality,
I’m afraid to take the first step
I can tell you that I’m a good liar and a pretender
I lied, and maybe still…
But I want to tell you this as covering the truth
I’m not saying I pretended to your friend,
But I’m saying that I pretended to be a good friend

Hello, my friend
If I tell you I just needed friends
Would you still like me?
Would you still be my friend?
My friend, one of my life mates
I might not change any time soon
Would you wait for me?

Hello, my friend
Would you still be my friend?
Would you still be sitting next to me?

Hello, my friend
I’m sorry, Thank you,And I love you

07 February 2009

- Life as Upper Six -

School started for almost a month...
and now only i feels like blogging bout it...
same class this year...
having all the same classmates...
except 3 newcomers joining us this year...
no new photos of my classmates available...
these is the old one we took last year...

my school is in a disaster look now...
everything is in a mess!!!
a TOTAL MESS!!!and it results in my class, U6B3...
to move into a store room...
yes... a STORE ROOM!!!
it's like a creepy place with so so so terrible dust layer at every inch and corner!!!
due to our hard work...
it's all right now...
it's considered a small room with 4 fans, 6 lights and one exit...
on the most far end at 3rd floor....
so every morning...
we gonna climb up to reach our class...
we are very not satisfy with it in the beginning...
but we slowly accepted it...
and make full use of it...
=)
where we had our recess in the class...
locking the door so that nobody can disturb us...
we even created our own secret door knocking code...
we stored food like mamies, twisties, sugus in the cupboard...
we can just go get it whenever we are hungry...
we bring lots of food to eat during lesson...
food is passed from most left to most right... and also back to front...
we had a lot of fun in class everyday...
all the teachers is great...
maybe except one... the lazy muet teacher...
=)
i love my class...
but i really think we need to work extra hard this year...
cannot let other people to look down on us!!!
work hard B3!~
here's latest photos of my class...
other's with sian...
entrance and exit of my class...
in the pic is oursider jorseng, xing, kent the newcomer, outsider nan and john our classrep with his noob hair style...
this group playing cards... table on the other side of back row full with FOOD!!! another group gossiping over there... the board at the back is decorated with everyone's help... and we had LOTS of fun during the process...

- TAGGED -

Been tagged for really really long... now only doing it... so sorry =)

幸福套餐:
第一:被点名者请在自己的部落格里写下答案。
第二:请传另外十位的人。=)
第三:传阅人‘请在于这十位当中的留言版’告知他(她)被点名了。
第四:这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’。
第五:被点名者‘请注明被谁点了’在哪接到‘在传给下十位’
第六:‘这些被点名者’你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’也会得到幸福。^^幸福套餐

No:1 ♥
1. 你的绰号:yenyen,sillyjelly waternana kura kura float, fatimah =)
2. 年龄:18
3. 生日:一九九零年二十六日
4. 星座:天秤座
5. 兴趣:吃喝玩乐
6. 专长:有点‘幽默感’


幸福套餐

No:2 ♥
1. 你有没有喜欢的人:喜欢的人?有吧。
2. 是否有交往:没有。
3. 现在幸福吗:幸福!因为有很多我爱的人爱着我!
4. 如果上天给你勇气,最想做什么事:坦白一切吧。不过不可能有这一天。
5. 如果有天,你爱的人跟你表白的话:不可能!


福套餐
No:3 ♥
1. 点你的人是:白人GMF!
2. 他(她)是你的:不同班同学。
3. 他(她)的个性:缺乏自信
4. 认识他(她)多久:一年不到。
5. 你觉得他(她)怎样:是个不错的朋友。
6. 你相对他(她)说什么:相信自己,没有办不到的事,别把自己想得太差。

幸福套餐
No:4 ♥
1. 最爱的节目:和朋友一起,不管去哪,都是快乐的。
2. 最爱的音乐:好听的都听。
3. 最爱的季节:马来西亚只有一个季节。
4. 最爱的卡通:spongebob, totally spice.
5. 最爱的人:家人朋友。
6. 最爱的颜色:彩虹色。
7. 最爱的国家:不知道。
8. 最爱的天气:雨天!! 我爱淋雨!!

幸福套餐
No:5 ♥
1. 如果上天给你三个愿望:读书时只需读一次并过目不忘,能得到幸福,生活无忧无虑。
2. 你是很专一的人吗:只要是对的人,我会!
3. 最深刻的记忆:中学生涯。
4. 你是个很有信心的人吗:一时是。
5. 你很爱微笑吗:是!但不是傻笑。
6. 如果你要放弃你现在的生活,你愿意吗:不可能!
7. 妄想什么样的生活:在自己设计的屋子和自己爱的人生活,没有烦恼。
8. 是否横刀夺爱才是爱:不是。

26 January 2009

- Happy Chinese New Year -


Yor people!!!
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
muahaha....
i like cny...
cause i get to buy new clothes and nobody is going to scold me...
and i dont need to sweep the floor...
not that i'll sweep it at usual time anyway...
=)
expected not much ang pow this year...
but at least i get a one week break and get to see all my uncles, aunties, gor gor, che che that i seldom see...
hehe...
anyway...
wish you all a great year through...
读书的学业猛进
做工的财源滚滚来
做生意的生意兴隆
人人开开心心
平平安安
事事顺利
一帆风顺

with love,
yen
little miss optimistic
XOX

11 January 2009

- Good day people -

hello people!!
i never intended to write any blog today...
but due to my hands' itchiness...
cant help it... =P
and so therefore i use up a bit of my sleeping time to write you guys some ENTERTAINMENT...
haha...
havent been online much this week...
will not be online much in the future except for holidays...
trying hard to walk myself out of the online addiction...
it's bad for health...

yea...
school started...
the first week is over...
tomorrow is second week...
i wont say much bout school today...
cause i got so much things to say and i dont feel like writing a long blog today...
stay tuned people... : )
it's only the first week of school and i'm already tense and tired...
and i get so pissed off by the AUTHORITIES!!!
damn them!!!

cny coming...
the moment/time/days/week i've been waiting for all year long...
cause i get to see people i cant see often...
and i miss both them like hell...
there are so many things they gonna catch up on while they are gone...
i got so many things to tell them!!!
cant wait!!!
and i wanna show them my 'cho dai di' skill!!!
*winks*

To buddies and friends...
please find me more often...
i miss you all like hell...
and i love you all as much and as often as i always do...

i thought i've change...
but in real i havent...
i'm still the same old shy girl...
yes...
i mean shy...
my defination of shy might be different from you all...
i cant express myself well...

and by the way..
i've self-claim my self as 'little miss optimistic'...
not that i'm really that optimistic...
just that i wanna change my thinking to be more positive ones...

this is such a messy blog...
cause i never plan before writing it...
i just write whatever that came across my mind...
and i think i really should be hitting to the bed now...
i'm supposed to sit for a bio test tomorrow...
and i definitely dont wish to be a walking dead for the whole next week...
Good night people...
till then~~

with love,
Little Miss Optimistic
XOX

02 January 2009

- School -


Laying in bed
I can't wait!
Going back to school,
Already set the date.
Bored out of my mind,
Summer is coming down.
Ready to write essays,
lots of homework?
Won't see me frown.
I'm ready to work,
maybe some play.
I want to be back in class,
to face any type of day.
I'm ready for my subjects,
I got the classes I want.
No one can make fun of me,
since i'm rather blunt.*
If i get picked on,
I'm ready for that, too.
Not by punches or kicks,
But words, rather, will do.
Locker stuffing, nah, not me,
I'm stronger than I look.
I'm ready for High School,
ready to read any book.
I'm ready for the world,
can't stop here.
I'm ready for the day,
I've got nothing to fear.


[ * Is for if you dont understand that line. It just means that I am blunt and can just talk back with a come back, instead of being made fun of instead.]

01 January 2009

- Happy New Year -

Happy New Year people!!!
it's a brand new day in a brand new year!!!
muahaha...
excited kan???
it will surely be a great great year!!!
and congrats you guys and girls for getting older by one year lo...
hehe...

so...
i start off my 01012009 by laying on bed reading novel and sms-ing...
hehe...
accompanied by the fireworks =)
and sleep only at 3.15...
by the way...
wanna intro you to this book name...
'NO TIME FOR GOODBYE'
real good book...
a real big thriller!!!
hehe...




and i woke up at 11 the next morning...
which is today...
after breakfast...
i washed cars...
not only my car...
but all the carssss in my house...
if you could imagine how tiring it is...
haiz~~~

and after that the time is almost 1 something...
and i loiter aroung the house and surf the net till now...
7.44pm...
actually i'm just killing the time when waiting for my friend to fetch me out to kbox...
hehe...

so again happy new year!!!
to all upper six student!!
let's work hard towards our goal and play hard as well!!!
Best of lucks!!!