- Time -

one week to go...
part of me is excited bout the changes that'll be happening...
part of me is reluctant to accept this major changes...
CONFUSED~

- GUILT -

Have you ever done something so wrong that you cant forgive yourself?

those things aren't suppose to happened

- Havent Met You Yet -

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
(I just haven't met you yet)
Love, love, love, love
Love, love
I just haven't met you yet

- Appreciate -

Go ahead; tell them what you want to tell them
Manipulate them so they love you even more
Do what you wish to get your way
I don’t give a fuck

What’s the point in me saying sorry?
If I’m not sorry at all
I’ve moved on too quickly for you?
Tell me how that’s wrong

You seem to be enjoying yourself
It’s what I wanted
Not to be strapped down
Reason I departed

So now you’re free
To do as you wish
Take all I’ve given you
It doesn’t hurt me much

The pain is almost pleasurable
In a really morbid and fun way
I close my eyes
To the start of a new day

So go ahead
Tell them what you want
As long as you’re happy with what you have
Appreciate what you’ve got

Drowning in my tears
I think not
I look at what I have now
And I too appreciate what I’ve got

- Melaka Trip -

Just back from Melaka days ago...
Hmm...
a not bad trip...
A 3 days 2 nights trip...
Total 8 person in the trip...
4 boys and 4 girls...
Boys: Teoh Yuen Chuan, Gan Ming Fei, Tung Wai Theng(we prefer to call him dai jek lou), Cheah Meng Chun
Girls: Lee Sook Ling, Goh Rui Min, Chong Phooi Sian and ME!!!

Actually too much things happen in the trip...
just not sure which should i write first...
so i think i just list out what i wanna say la...

1. Played chor dai di for both of the nights... 1st night play jor 2 hrs also i cant win... 2nd night play again... i threaten everyone that they cant sleep if i dont win... and after few rounds i finally won... and those girls were so RELIEVE!!! and of course... i betul betul win... no trick gea... XD

2. a bit regret that we took too less photos during the trip... photos of the whole trip (every detail) and group photos... and yes... i know there's a lot of evidence of me being silly during the trip... believe me... i'm still very si man and suk lui...

3. had pillow talk with sian and min in the night... min tak boleh tahan and fall asleep half way... and i cant sleep well through the whole trip... due to some REASONS... duhh... anyway... i always feel great to see sian whenever i wake up in the morning... she's forever the first to wake up no matter which trip we go...

4. not so happy for not being able to go water world =( end up playing with monkeys... and took lots of silly photos

5. we really WALK A LOT under the ULTRA HOT SUN... even get wet in the rain...

6. the boys are so >.< that they keep telling us scary stories and make us walk through the ULTRA DARK street!!

7. the guys's room are actually neat-er than ours... mayeb cause they have smaller room =P

8. the journey to melaka from ipoh takes 4hrs... melaka back to ipoh take 6 hrs... not including taxi ride to A farmosa takes one hour... so the whole trip is WALK+RIDE... making everyone a bit transportation-phobia...

9. the food there is not really that special... the boys eat more McD than the local food there... and the sate celup is SO SO SO EXPENSIVE!!! shopping centre there seem like dead place very early... melaka people seem dont go out gam =S

10. and last thing... dai jek lou not just a name... he's really dai jek...

- My Cutie friend -

Just back from pasar malam...
had fun time there with sian and min...
and thanks min's mum for the treat...
me and sian save jor RM8...
muahaha....

There's something funny i wanna write about...
regarding sian...

First story...
scene: middle of one of the road in pasar malam
When we are walking in pasar malam...
sian wanna throw away her bubble tea empty cup...
and guss what she did??
all of a sudden...
she squat down...
put her cup IN THE MIDDLE OF ROAD...
then stand up...
look left and right...
making sure nobody sees her...
smile...
and continue walking...
XD

The second story...
scene: in my car eating burger
i am side-parking-iong my car...
next to my car is one partition...
next to it is those L-parking cars...
while we are eating burgers...
two males were walking to get their cars...
i ask sian to put down the burger cause once they start the car...
their car lights will surely shine on us...
and guess what our lek lek sian say...
'should we pretend that we are kissing?'
and we end up laughing non stop...

and we talk a lot about that GUY in the car...
really very interested to know more bout him...
so fun~~~
=)

- Hi -

Haha...
i know my blog is dead...
I'll update something soon...
Stay tuned =)