- Life or Death -

For everything there is a season,

And a time for every matter under heaven:

A time to be born, and a time to die;

A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;

A time to kill, and a time to heal;

A time to break down, and a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;

A time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;

A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to seek, and a time to lose;

A time to keep, and a time to throw away;

A time to tear, and a time to sew;

A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

A time to love, and a time to hate;

A time for war, and a time for peace.

i accepted it quite well by now...

we all did...

cause we know that it's better for her in that way...

to stop all her suffers...

to go to a better place...

where the God and Goddess will be at...

no matter what...

she STAYS forever in our hearts...

Po...

i salute you for your spirit...

and we'll continue it for you...

may you can rest in peace...

- NOT ENOUGH TIME!!! -

Time is the most undefinable yet paradoxical of things; the past is gone, the future is not come, and the present becomes the past even while we attempt to define it, and, like the flash of lightning, at once exists and expires.

Time is the coin of your life. It is the only coin you have, and only you can determine how it will be spent. Be careful lest you let other people spend it for you.

There is one kind of robber whom the law does not strike at, and who steals what is most precious to men: time.

What then is time? If no one asks me, I know what it is. If I wish to explain it to him who asks, I do not know

Time is the only thief we can't get justice against.

SO FEW TIME BUT YET SO MANY THINGS TO BE DONE!!!

• sixth form night coming... costumes for fancy dress not done...
• dance for sixth form night competition still in a mess...
• exam coming right after sixth form night... still blur in everything...
• whole stacks of homeworks awaiting me...
  
  
  
  
  
  

- Healthy Life!!! -

SAY NO TO FAST FOOD!!!

♥ No more Pizza Hut, Mc Donalds and KFC!!!
♥ No more oily stuff!!!
♥ No more over eating!!!
♥ No more fish ball during recess!!!
♥ No more Pringles!!! (Xing dont goda me please!!!)

WE SHOULD LEAD A HEALTHY LIFE!!!

♥ No more staying awake late!!!
♥ Jogging !! Jogging !! Jogging !!

- Life Brief Candles -

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day

To the last syllable of recorded time

And all our yesterdays have lighted fools

The way to dusty death

Out, out, brief candle!

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage

And then is heard no more

it is a tale

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury

Signifying nothing

What does life means actually???
sometimes i wonder why we study so hard??
i started to imagine how my life will gonna be if i failed myself as a student...
i started to imagine how my life will be in the future...
how will i end my life?
it's just a stage of life that everyone will go through...
but...
what is it purpose???...............

- Memory -

I'm turning 18 this year...
i've been living on this so call 'Earth' for almost 18 years...

was living a quite normal life...

never think a lot bout my past, my present or my future...

up until today...........
was in the mood of recalling my childhood and teenage life today..

i used to be the spoiled little girl at home...

i used to hide behind my brothers whenever my mother wanted to cane me...

i used to watch my brothers pillow fight at night before sleep...

i used to creat our own swimming pool with my brothers in the bathroom...

i used to get scolded by my brothers for my sillyness...

i used to splash them water when we are washing the car...

i used to fight for the newspaper with my brothers...

and i always scream until my neighbours came asking what happen...

i used to steal my brother's sweets on their tables...

i used to talk crap with them a lot....

they used to tickle me and i used to scream...

they used to scold me whenever i did something wrong...

My buddies...
we used to see each other in school almost everyday...
hang out always...
go tuition together...
skip tuition together...
we used to talk more than the tutor in class...
we used to laugh at our own jokes...

we used to go library to study for spm...

but we ended up chatting, joking and planning where to go for lunch...

we used to go pasar malam every friday...

used to go yum cha always...
and good thing is we still get to do it now...

i just miss old times!!!!!

- Cameron -

Well...
Just for your information...
i'm going to cameron tomorrow...
a two days one night trip...
meaning..................
VACATION!!!!!!

yea...
i'm so so so excited over it...
my brain cant stop thinking bout all those fun i'll be having there...
stuff list that i need to pack keep on running in my brain...
haha...
i'm over excited...

BUGS BUGS BUGS... HERE I COME!!!!!

I loves strawberries !!!

it's actually my class's trip...
main objective is to go catch some bugs...
but...
due to the small number of enrolment in my class...
and...
the pathetically small number of guys in my class...
the trip is open to my class rep, John Paul's friends...
and...
we didnt really expect to be catching many bugs...
just going for the fun....

So...
it'll be...
FUN FUN FUN!!!!!~~

- Camelot -

I went to watch the SMI play days ago...
they are playing 'CAMELOT' this year...
it's my first time watching SMI drama...
was actually being told that SMI play is more higher in standard than ACS's...
but...
actually...
that show is just so-so only...
the female main character's pronunciation is not very clear...
and the whole story is kinda messy...
cause they cut away a lot scene...
untill all of us don't really understand what it's all about...

so...
due to curiosity...
i searched for the synopsis and stuff bout CAMELOT in the net...
here is what i found out...


Camelot is a setting of the legend of King Arthur and his Knights of the Round Table. The play opens with the arrival of Guenevere in Camelot. Come to marry Arthur, she is greeted festively by the Court. Arthur himself, who is both shy and nervous, is not present. He is hiding in the nearby woods ("I Wonder What the King is Doing Tonight?"). Guenevere has come to the woods, having slipped away from the ceremony. She is uncertain about herself and her future ("Simple Joys of Maidenhood"). She stumbles into Arthur without knowing he is her future husband. After telling her about life in Camelot ("Camelot"), Arthur discloses his identity. Since they are both immediately charmed with the other, they are delighted at the thought of becoming husband and wife.

In his palace in Camelot Arthur learns from Merlyn the wisdom of peace and brotherhood, and thus is inspired to establish the Round Table. The news of this reaches young Lancelot in France, who is determined to come to Camelot and join Arthur's knights ("C'est Moi"). After he arrives, a gala outing takes place on the castle grounds ("The Lusty Month of May"), where Arthur introduces his wife to Lancelot. Guenevere takes an instant dislike to this cocky young fellow and instigates him to engage three knights of the Round Table in a jousting match ("Then You May Take Me to the Fair"). In vain does Arthur try to dissuade Guenevere from taking sides against Lancelot, and failing to do so, is completely at a loss to understand a woman's way ("How to Handle a Woman").

In the jousting match Lancelot handily defeats all three knights, to the amazement of his onlookers, and to the growing admiration of Guenevere. Lancelot meanwhile has fallen in love with the Queen. Torn by inner conflict between this love and his devotion to Arthur, he asks permission to leave Camelot for foreign conquests. He comes back to Camelot two years later, and in an impressive ceremony Arthur now makes him a Knight of the Round Table. Arthur is not unaware that Lancelot is still in love with Guenevere, nor has he failed to notice that by now his queen is strongly attracted to the young, handsome knight. Yet he must remain silent, for not to do so would be to disturb the tranquility of Camelot. Meanwhile, Lancelot reveals to Guenevere his tender feelings for her ("If Ever I Would Leave You"). Guenevere is responsive. Nevertheless, she remains faithful to Arthur, and is his helpmate in carrying on the affairs of State ("What Do Simple Folks Do").

Mordred, Arthur's illegitimate son, now comes to Camelot to dishonour the King and thus gain the throne for himself. He prevails on his sorceress-aunt, Morgan le Fey, to trap Arthur in a forest one night. While Arthur is gone, Lancelot visits Guenevere in her chambers, where she breaks down and tells Lancelot how much she loves him ("I Loved You Once in Silence"). Mordred bursts into the room with some of the Knights of the Round Table to accuse Lancelot of treachery and to imprison him. Lancelot succeeds in escaping from prison, but Guenevere is sentenced to burn. At the zero hour, however, she is saved by Lancelot, who takes her off with him to France.

For the sake of his own honour and that of Camelot, Arthur must now wage war on France. Just before the final battle he meets Lancelot and Guenevere, and forgives them both. But the war must go on. In camp, Arthur meets a young stowaway who wants to join the Round Table. Arthur knights him on the field of battle and sends him back to England to grow up there and carry on for another generation the ideals of Camelot.