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Welcome to my blog. There's nothing wrong with my name. I'm just a girl, struggling to keep up in the rat race. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and i'm lovin it. I'm creative in my own way. I'm the only witness and only person who can judge my life.

31 December 2008

- Sorry -


谁知道未来会是怎样的风景
原谅我贪心 让你无法清醒

拍写 爱没准备好 迎接你温柔的拥抱
还隐隐作痛的一颗心
提醒我爱是毒药

拍写 我也很困扰 虽然喜欢你的微笑
可我害怕付出了真心
却什么都得不到

30 December 2008

- randomness + boredness -

Well...
it's the PMR results show today...
dont feel like writing bout it...
the whole thing is just so boring, time-consuming,
and...
it was so GOOD DAMN HOT!!!!
doesnt mean to be rude...
just feel frustrated...
haiz...
i can foresee my future covered with clouds...
no photo for today...
cause basically i havent filtrate the photos...
card reader not with me...
and i accidently brought home something that doesnt belong to me today...
i'll be in deep trouble is the AUTHORITY knows about it...
and the authority involve fatty who speak like ducky...
haha...
oh and by the way...
congrats to some of my friends' bro who did well in pmr...
hehe...
real school stuff coming lu...
work hard...
school will be reopening in 5 day's time...
i kinda promised min not to keep counting down...
but no choice...
too bored...
so...
actually i've no idea why i bring out the topic of school reopening...
no point actually...
i'm just too too too bored...
no tv programme that i like showing now...
dont feel like you tube-ing...
dont feel like friendster-ing...
dont feel like facebook-ing...
dont feel like sms-ing...
for sure... dont feel like studying...
just let me be laid back till 31st ba...
not much chance to do so next year...
it's weird to know that 'next year' is will be 'this year' in 1 day's time...
actually...
i dont have anything specific to write in this blog...
just keep crapping to use up some of my time...
till bedtime...
=)
omg...
i'm too bored till my brain in stuck...
no positive outcome...
no negative outcome either...
i myself dont know what am i shit-ing about in this blog...

ps: just a little bit of update on myself... my leg is recovering well =)

29 December 2008

- New Year Resolution -


The New Year is here
New friends
New life
New hope
Make a wish; make a vow
To love
To try
To succeed
Follow your dreams into a fresh start
Of joy
Of laughter
Of fulfillment
Wonder at the miracle of a beautiful world
With understanding
With chance
With sorrow
Create the future you've dreamed of
Brilliant
Unseen
Unexpected
Listen to your heart
Remember your past
Look to the future
Believe in miracles
------- NEW YEAR RESOLUTION -------
#1
I must study well...

#2
I must live a more healthy life...

#3
Must go according to plan... no more randomness


#4
No more being greedy and selfish...

#5
Well... maybe i can try to work on a few house chores


#6
STOP being so sensitive towards everything...

#7
Tighten the bond even more



#8
Set my pathway towards the goal

#9
learn to give before i take

#10
Spend my cash wisely...

- Weird-est Dream -


i had one really really weird dream last night...
i think it just feel like the new movie showing now name 'Bedtime Story'
well...
in the dream...
i was locked up in prison...
in the same cell with a prince...
and it made me missed my flight to beijing with sian...
and i even get to call sian in the prison with my personal handphone...
asking her how much i'll rugi for not able to go..
and she said that'll be RM400...
then she say she wont go too...
and then i remember there are one couple who's lock next to our cell...
both also famous singer...
but i cant remember which famous singers are they...
erm...
i have no idea what my brain is doing...
making me dream bout all these weird stuff...
it's just so WEIRD~~~

27 December 2008

- Rainbow -


I seen a rainbow the other day
And made me smile
Seems like forever
Threw all the bad clouds in the end comes a big rainbow
So when will my rainbow comeI want too be able to actually be lit up
me thinking just because that one
Little Rainbow


- Hope -

Am i greedy??
am i unsatisfied for something great that i already owned??

26 December 2008

- Fate for falling down -

someone commented that i like to countdown for sad things...
and so therefore...
i am not going to be doing that anymore...
at least not so obvious i guess...
should be optimistic...

and by the way...
i've been reminding myself to live a healthy life lately...
so i kick start it by going jogging...
since holidays started...
i went once with min in polo ground...
*addition information... it's a morning walk...
then i went to jog in the park near my house alone...
then for the 3rd time which is yesterday...
went with sian, sa and her sis...
and for this very third time...
i fell down...
and now my left leg is slightly sprained...
and my left knee got skin fall off... and it BLEED!!!
how great is it!!!
how i wish i can live a month without falling down...
hmm....
i should have wrote to santa asking for a better balancing ability...
haiz~~~
Luck...