- 2007 -

Was busy tidying my photos collection in my comp lately...
Found so much of good memories...
My Form 5 life is sweet...
In that year,
i found true real buddies...
who always stand by my side no matter what wrong i did...
what problem i faces...
here's some of the photos during 2007:

Melissa

Yin

Sian

Shir

and... ME!! with a weird pose...

Best pose we created during tt...

Caught not concentrating during tt...

our tutor doing physics experiment... =)

he's one of a kind...

We went to summer 8 concert...

we hang out always...

lunch break

library time...

our favourite!! Kacau-ing sian...

and also her funny expressions...

Next is my class...

5S4...

had a lot of fun there...

had fun deskmates...

had fun classmates...

had fun teachers...

Bio practical time...

Dinner night... i only managed to find this photo that's edited...

our gang...

this pic is funny~

I'm close with her even we dont know each other for long... she's nice...

okie.. gonna explain a bit... i'm not chan gai... just people like to 'accuse' of that...this is our group for campaign for rewards... we got 2nd place for the whole m'sia... got free pizzasss..... haha...

I joined ISCF... had a great time there... learnt lots of stuff... gained great friendship...

it's photo of my teeth mole before orthodontic... i did look disgusting...

home alone... study time... photo time...

when i'm still keeping long hair... which is like ages ago... it wasnt that bad actually...

studying till midnight and start taking picture...

sports day >> overall champion!!



our formation and hormat!! great job!!

- Solved -

FINALLY~

the problem is solved...

i dont know how my road will be...

at least i faced it BRAVELY...

i'm not afraid...

no matter how it turn out to be...

i'll deal with it...

=)

- Rat Disection -

This blog is strictly restricted to those who cant take any kinda of shock...

Pregnant lady are not advisable to read this...

18SX

18PG

before

after

i had a rat disection this wednesday...

it's part of the syllabus...

each person will disect a rat...

disect twice on same rat...

and rat is super duper smelly...

and since that day...

i'm more particular about hygiene...

i keep feeling like i got the rat smell and see rat fur the whole wednesday...

even after i bath~~

i dare not touch the rat with my hands...

and so sian helped me a lot~~~

she'sBRAVE~!!!!

give her applause!!!

i'll end the post with this picture i like the MOST!!~

=)

- Tagged by Ming Fei -

001. Real name → Loke Mei Yen

002. Nickname(s)→ Yenyen, silly jelly waternana kurakura float, fatimah

004. Zodiac sign → Libra

005. Male or female → Female

006. Elementary → Methodist Kindergarden

007. Middle School → Ave Maria Convent

008. High School → SamTet

009. College School → Unknown yet~

010. Hair color → Black

011. Long or short → Medium =)

012. Loud or Quiet → Depends... mostly loud

013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans

014. Phone or Camera → Both =P

015. Health freak → Totally NO!!~

016. Drink or Smoke? → drink ocasionally

017. Do you have a crush on someone? YES!~

018. Eat or Drink → Who dont??? =.=?

019. Piercings → Yes

020. Tattoos → Nop

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → Standard 4

024. First best friend → Loke Kar Wai & Tan Lai Wei

025. First award → Fake - Report making competition in Standard 1

Real - BM essay writting competition during Standard 3

026. First crush →Way back to Standard 4~~

027. First pet → my one and only pet is my bolster, i called it 小猪肠 =)

028. First big vacation → Pulau Pangkor... with family and relatives...

030. First big birthday → Standard 4... those invited mostly not my friend =.="

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → Nothing

050. Drinking → Nothing

052. I'm about to → Post another blog

053. Listening to → Barry Manilow - I cant smile without you

054. Plans for today → Dont fall sleep so early... =)

055. Waiting for → MessageS

OUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids?→ Of course... my ideal number is 2!!

059. Want to get married? → OF COURSE!!!

060. Careers in mind → Something challenging

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?

068. Lips or eyes → Eyes =)

070. Shorter or taller? → taller than me will do...

072. Romantic or spontaneous → BOTH!!!~

073. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach... muahaha...

074. Sensitive or loud→ Sensitive

075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship

076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Neither of it!

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts → Twice...

081. Ran away from home → define ran away...

082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → i normally use pillow to defense myself =) pillow fight~

083. Killed somebody → Recently killed a rat~ RAT DISECTION

084. Broken someone's heart → Nop...

085. Been arrested → NOP! i'm a good girl...

087. Cried when someone died → Yea...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → sometimes

090. Miracles → YES~~!!

091. Love at first sight → Of course~~!

092. Heaven → Yup!!

093. Santa Claus → I know it's not real but i do believe in it =)

094 Tooth Fairy--> Nop

095. Kiss on the first date -> NOP!! too fast~

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → =)

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Yes!

099. Do you believe in God → Yes

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → sian, melissa, yin, joyi, kat, xing

- Confession -

终于作了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意 天涯海角都随你去
我知道 一切不容易
我的心 一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里
你的真心

如果我的堅強任性
會不小心傷害了你
你能不能溫柔提醒
我雖然心太急
更害怕錯過你

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语

只要你一个眼神肯定

我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起

人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里

你的真心

been troubled by this issue for some time...

should i go for it or not??

unknown~~

- Crush -

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

- Love No Boundary -

The girls met...

they chatted,

they fooled around,

they had fun...

The girls met...

they shared laughters,

they shared tears,

they shared secrets...

The girls met...

they argued,

they forgive,

they become closer...

Time flies...

that it's now time they need to seperate...

going to different places...

to continue their dreams...

struggling to get to another level of life...

so many unwillingness deep inside them...

all them have the same sadness inside them...

but no one gonna mention about it..

they need to be tough...

they'll be waiting...

for the next time they meet again...

and talk bout everything they missed...

it'll be a long talk...
definitely a long one...

To the girl who's leaving,

All the girls will be with you no matter where you are...

All the girls will be supporting you no matter what decision you made...

as long as it's for your own good...

All the girls will be waiting for your returning..

and the one girl is sorry for breaking her promise...

for being a sober...

Just for the last time...

Very last time...

The girl promise!!