- Memory -

I'm turning 18 this year...
i've been living on this so call 'Earth' for almost 18 years...

was living a quite normal life...

never think a lot bout my past, my present or my future...

up until today...........
was in the mood of recalling my childhood and teenage life today..

i used to be the spoiled little girl at home...

i used to hide behind my brothers whenever my mother wanted to cane me...

i used to watch my brothers pillow fight at night before sleep...

i used to creat our own swimming pool with my brothers in the bathroom...

i used to get scolded by my brothers for my sillyness...

i used to splash them water when we are washing the car...

i used to fight for the newspaper with my brothers...

and i always scream until my neighbours came asking what happen...

i used to steal my brother's sweets on their tables...

i used to talk crap with them a lot....

they used to tickle me and i used to scream...

they used to scold me whenever i did something wrong...

My buddies...
we used to see each other in school almost everyday...
hang out always...
go tuition together...
skip tuition together...
we used to talk more than the tutor in class...
we used to laugh at our own jokes...

we used to go library to study for spm...

but we ended up chatting, joking and planning where to go for lunch...

we used to go pasar malam every friday...

used to go yum cha always...
and good thing is we still get to do it now...

i just miss old times!!!!!

- Cameron -

Well...
Just for your information...
i'm going to cameron tomorrow...
a two days one night trip...
meaning..................
VACATION!!!!!!

yea...
i'm so so so excited over it...
my brain cant stop thinking bout all those fun i'll be having there...
stuff list that i need to pack keep on running in my brain...
haha...
i'm over excited...

BUGS BUGS BUGS... HERE I COME!!!!!

I loves strawberries !!!

it's actually my class's trip...
main objective is to go catch some bugs...
but...
due to the small number of enrolment in my class...
and...
the pathetically small number of guys in my class...
the trip is open to my class rep, John Paul's friends...
and...
we didnt really expect to be catching many bugs...
just going for the fun....

So...
it'll be...
FUN FUN FUN!!!!!~~

- Camelot -

I went to watch the SMI play days ago...
they are playing 'CAMELOT' this year...
it's my first time watching SMI drama...
was actually being told that SMI play is more higher in standard than ACS's...
but...
actually...
that show is just so-so only...
the female main character's pronunciation is not very clear...
and the whole story is kinda messy...
cause they cut away a lot scene...
untill all of us don't really understand what it's all about...

so...
due to curiosity...
i searched for the synopsis and stuff bout CAMELOT in the net...
here is what i found out...


Camelot is a setting of the legend of King Arthur and his Knights of the Round Table. The play opens with the arrival of Guenevere in Camelot. Come to marry Arthur, she is greeted festively by the Court. Arthur himself, who is both shy and nervous, is not present. He is hiding in the nearby woods ("I Wonder What the King is Doing Tonight?"). Guenevere has come to the woods, having slipped away from the ceremony. She is uncertain about herself and her future ("Simple Joys of Maidenhood"). She stumbles into Arthur without knowing he is her future husband. After telling her about life in Camelot ("Camelot"), Arthur discloses his identity. Since they are both immediately charmed with the other, they are delighted at the thought of becoming husband and wife.

In his palace in Camelot Arthur learns from Merlyn the wisdom of peace and brotherhood, and thus is inspired to establish the Round Table. The news of this reaches young Lancelot in France, who is determined to come to Camelot and join Arthur's knights ("C'est Moi"). After he arrives, a gala outing takes place on the castle grounds ("The Lusty Month of May"), where Arthur introduces his wife to Lancelot. Guenevere takes an instant dislike to this cocky young fellow and instigates him to engage three knights of the Round Table in a jousting match ("Then You May Take Me to the Fair"). In vain does Arthur try to dissuade Guenevere from taking sides against Lancelot, and failing to do so, is completely at a loss to understand a woman's way ("How to Handle a Woman").

In the jousting match Lancelot handily defeats all three knights, to the amazement of his onlookers, and to the growing admiration of Guenevere. Lancelot meanwhile has fallen in love with the Queen. Torn by inner conflict between this love and his devotion to Arthur, he asks permission to leave Camelot for foreign conquests. He comes back to Camelot two years later, and in an impressive ceremony Arthur now makes him a Knight of the Round Table. Arthur is not unaware that Lancelot is still in love with Guenevere, nor has he failed to notice that by now his queen is strongly attracted to the young, handsome knight. Yet he must remain silent, for not to do so would be to disturb the tranquility of Camelot. Meanwhile, Lancelot reveals to Guenevere his tender feelings for her ("If Ever I Would Leave You"). Guenevere is responsive. Nevertheless, she remains faithful to Arthur, and is his helpmate in carrying on the affairs of State ("What Do Simple Folks Do").

Mordred, Arthur's illegitimate son, now comes to Camelot to dishonour the King and thus gain the throne for himself. He prevails on his sorceress-aunt, Morgan le Fey, to trap Arthur in a forest one night. While Arthur is gone, Lancelot visits Guenevere in her chambers, where she breaks down and tells Lancelot how much she loves him ("I Loved You Once in Silence"). Mordred bursts into the room with some of the Knights of the Round Table to accuse Lancelot of treachery and to imprison him. Lancelot succeeds in escaping from prison, but Guenevere is sentenced to burn. At the zero hour, however, she is saved by Lancelot, who takes her off with him to France.

For the sake of his own honour and that of Camelot, Arthur must now wage war on France. Just before the final battle he meets Lancelot and Guenevere, and forgives them both. But the war must go on. In camp, Arthur meets a young stowaway who wants to join the Round Table. Arthur knights him on the field of battle and sends him back to England to grow up there and carry on for another generation the ideals of Camelot.

- Holidays mood -

I need a VACATION...

i need a place far far away from where i'm familiar with...

i need to have a quiet place to do some deep thinking....

i need a good break...






I need to have a REUNION with all my buddies...


we need to sit down and talk bout everything happening lately...

i miss all my friends and buddies...

i really do miss you all...

- Holidays -

Hey people,

HAPPY HOLIDAYS !!!

- Dare To Dream -

It was few days ago when someone throw this question to me...

" What is your dream? What you want to be in the future?"

and...for that very moment...

i'm stunned...

i dont know what should i say...

career woman???

housewife with 2 kids???

honestly...

i really dont know...

i'm lost...

i dont really sure what i want to be...

i did badly in the monthly test...

expecting many 'fails'...

i need motivation...

♥ Shakespeare Quote ♥
To mourn a mischief that is past and gone is the next way to draw new mischief on

- Exams -

Clock is tickling...

time is running out...

exams is coming...

but my mood is still swinging..

- Restart -

I've got so many things to say that i dont know how i should start...

i think i'll just make it simple...

1. I am recently deeply in love with shakespeare's poem, stories, play etc.

2. I still enjoy bullying john paul @ johny handsome @ johny mary @ john bin paul...

3. Recently discover something that's not so lucky happening on john... i wish i

can borrow his eyes.

4. My muet group is going to perform a play tomorrow... Details as follow:
Play name : Enchated 2
Director : John Paul

Script writer : John Paul (unwillingly)
Cast : Jahn Paul (Johny handsome), Sin Yee (Witch + dragon), Chiang Yee (Queen), Phooi Sian (Princess), Zhao Xing (Wiseman), Kah Huay (Villager A + effect maker), Kuan Yee (Villager B + effect maker)

Narrator : Mei Yen

Special feature : johny singing barney's happy song + popeye song, sian

fainting 'elegantly' and lots of weird effects and sound effect...

5. My exams is coming and i still dont feel like studying... i need motivation... help needed!!!

♥ Shakespeare's quote ♥
My words fly up, my thoughts remain below: Words without thoughts never to heaven go