- Goodbye 2009 -

Yea…
It's the last day of 2009…

In few more hours…
All of us will be bigger by one year…
Note that a use the word bigger…
Not older…
Have a young heart people…
Not that we really are that old…
=)

Sending away the great year 2009…
Welcoming 2010…
I think it's going to be another great year!!!
Just wishing everyone to have a great year ahead…
May good luck follows you as always…
Happy New Year!!
I love you all~~

- Guilty Pleasure -

it's just like...
stealing candies from the candy box when i'm small...
i know perfectly well that it's wrong...
and the consequences might be far beyond my imagination...
but i just cant help it...
i'm addicted to IT...

- I'm truly sorry -

i know that you do follow my blog...
i dont know if you've stop doing that already...
just wanted to let you know...
i treasure the friendship...
i treassure the bond between us...
i dont hope everything stops after that night...
please please please...
i dont wanna lost a friend that i used to have fun with...
i dont know if you'll forgive me...
i'm i'm really sorry...
and may you all the best =)

- Flash Back -

I graduated again…

This time I'm a graduate of SAM TET…
Gaining bout 2 years experience there…
Thinking back…
I had fun in my whole high school life…
Not only in SAM TET…
But in AMC as well…

I met many many great people and friends there…
I had gone through all kinds of feelings…
Love…
Hatred…
Been betrayed…
Been cheated…
Been stupid…
Been selfish…
Been crazy…
Been random…
Etc~

I cant put out everything in words…
But only me myself know…
I had a whole lots of fun…
And I never regret for having the life I had…

And due to the being too free and bored…
I made myself a list…
Of all the unforgettable and crazy things I did during my high school period =)

1. I went into a so call GOOD class
   
2. Had true, real best friends----- I love UUUU!!
   
3. Been a lesbian =P
   
4. Had puppy love
   
5. Confessed
   
6. Cheated in exam
   
7. Had sleepover
   
8. Been a naughty girl in some sense
   
9. Had internet boyfriend
   
10. Learn about phone sex ---- yes… very crazy
    
11. Break down due to exam pressure
    
12. Had braces and fixed my teeth…
    
13. Didn't cry when getting vaccination --- form 4 I think =P
    
14. Break school rules and home rules
    
15. Have a car for myself
    
16. Been blacklisted by tt teachers for being too noisy… in fact we didn't listen to them at all =P
    
17. Had trips with friends
    
18. Dissected mice on my own
    
19. Ruined many people's birthday ----- I'm so so so sorry to you all
    
20. Received love letters =)
    

Allright, my list might be dull and lame and boring to you…
But it's special to me…
And It's not for you to judge me…
It's me myself =)

- I got a theory -

Hello people~~~
i'm back!!!!
dont you miss me.........A LOT??
you do right??
erhem...
sorry...
a bit self loving...
influenced by my friend whom i shouldn't mention his name...
this friend of mine always tag my ugly photos in fb…
Always say I shorty and dark…
Really stupid gan ming fei…
opps....
it was a mistake of course…
I don't mean to reveal his name…
Delete it delete it delete it…
Nah!!! Memory deleted… =)
Muahaha…
I'm so so so crazy…

Hmm……
Oh ya!!!!
Recently found out a theory…
The story starts this way…
Love… is just like chemistry…
Every happily ever after couple is just like…. Sodium and Chloride…
It's not easy to find your sodium/chloride…
Even if you found the correct reactant
It must have the correct condition and amount in order for it to keep reacting….
Like for example…
You are the sodium, and you are in excess… so when chloride is used up totally… all is left is just sodium… no more reaction… no more product… NO MORE~
And you have to make sure there's no other unstable element around… cause it might have a more vigorous reaction with chloride than you, the sodium… and everything will be ……. GAME OVER~!!!
In some cases…
Catalyst is utmost important in a reaction…
Catalyst can be a small argument, a third party, a small surprise or even pregnancy =P
Actually there's more…
But mostly not suitable to be shared…
Hope you enjoy the lame joke =)
Credits to yi xiang and rui min… who started the joke…

- Especially to yoUUUU -

3 more papers to go...
6 more days to go...
i feel miserable...
suddenly it will be coming to an end...
i dont know what will happen when i got the results...
where should i go??
already knowing what kind of results i'll be getting...
may God bless me...

all of a sudden...
i feel that i'm very lost...

lost in studies...
i have no mood to study anymore...

lost in relationship...
both the intimate one and friendship...
i've been neglecting my buddies long enough...
that day chatting with sian only realised it's been more than one month i've never seen yin and shir... even though they are just not far from us...
and it's been months i've not seen sa...
same to kristine...

Dear buddies and friends... i've never forget you... i've always include you in my plan... but sometimes i'm just too afraid to speak out... i dont know why i'm not good in expressing myself anymore... i just prefer to be the one listening... maybe i dont have anything good and encouraging to share about... growing up make me closing myself up... i'm sorry for being such a jerk... but it sometimes make me feel better...

and also... the so call special one... i've learnt a lot from this... the past is full with memories... i'll choose to forget those unhappy one... what past is past, what yet to come... let it be a mystery... do not ask me what happen, it's complicated... complicated until i myself have no idea what's happening... i'm so lost...

one of my friend who cannot be named is not very happy recently... many problem bothering my friend... just hope the one who cannot be named will find the way out... think what's best for you... the choice lie in your hand... what you choose will be the commitment you made... so let yourself excel in your decision...

dont know why i'm in an emo mood tonight... and sometimes it's tired to fake out a smile or pretend that i couldnt be bothered... i'm not that happy-go-lucky... yes... you may critic me as a faker that most people hate... but it's just what the real world is... i believe no one can live without wearing a mask... especially those who live in high risk H1N1 area... nahh.... i still can make out a so call joke... so please support by laughing =)

that's all for today... still have to go back to pa... by the way... i hate pa more and more... with all the dasar dasar, and YDPA lantik who under whose suggestion, and which mahkamah handle what case... duhh..... i cant even differentiate perak bigger or ipoh bigger... and they ask me to study those pa thingy... again... God bless me...

p/s: i just got myself a job after exam... in kok kin the photo shop... nah... GMF you dont complain to me boout the fei zai boss okie... he'll be part of my salary pay-er soon... what i'm working as??? working as.... i dont know what should i call the post cause basically i need to do everything.... except cleaning i hope... starting 2nd jan... so of anyone wanna date me out... please do so after 10 dec and before 2nd jan...

and dear my ju muis... especially sa... sorry that maybe i cant be with you always after you come back... but hor... i got one day off per week... and i'll be free at night... so dont leave me out for outings okie?? i really really do miss you... muacks!!!

this is the messy-est blog with the most typo and wrong language... so here saying sorry to all my readers.... till then... signing off... =)