- Weird Act -

I woke up early in the morning... (actually not so early.. haha..)

and found one stack of newspaper on my study table...

and together i found a note from my mum to me...

it writes...

"Yen, read newspaper, good for you..."

and i was like ".................."

damn speechless lo...

- ME -

random discoveration bout myself...
i can really eat a lot... really a lot kinda a lot...
my mood changes faster then thunder...(at least not as fast as lightning...still a good thing..i guess)
usually what i did for good may turn out to be something bad...
usually i can easily make people hate me and misunderstand me...
i can be really crazy easily...
i can get high at anytime...
and i can laugh really LOUD!!!

- Rebellious or Self challenge -

i was thinking of having my another second ear piercing..

i had one second pierce on my right ear....

should i have another one for my left ear???

i was thinking to have a tattoo...

maybe just write my name on my leg...

or dragonfly on my right back arm...

of course...

i will consider a lot before i take any actions...

not that suddenly i become very rebellious...

just that i feel like doing something...

to challenge myself...

i'm bored of the same old life i'm having now...

BORED~~~

here are some photos i found in the net:

this is really nice... but not sure if it's real...

- Poor leg -

Mrs mosquitoes, please stop attacking my left leg..........

pity me...

red dots all over my left leg...

it bites no place other than my left leg....

is it really that my left leg abnormal???

- Libra -

~ Traditional Libra Traits ~
Diplomaitic and urbane
Romantic and charming
Easygoing and sociable
Idealistic and peaceable

~ On the dark side... ~
Indecisive and changeable
Gullible and easily infuenced
Flirtatious and self-indulgent

~ Likes ~

The finer things in life
Sharing
conviviality
Gentleness

~ Dislikes ~

Violence
Injustice
Brutishness
Being a slave to fashion

~ Color of choice ~

Blue

~ Starstone ~

Sapphire

- one of the most beautiful and sought after gems in the quartz family. It is considered good luck in many ways, and one of the major healing stones.

- Restart -

All work and no play make jack a dull boy......

All play and no work make jack a noob boy....

i'm insane...

forgive me....

TODAY...

i've been busy dating with the damn pa reference book from morning 10am till 5pm...

i've been busy isolating myself from people from morning 12am to 2pm...

i've been busy sms-ing knowing the fact that... again... i over sms-ed...

i've been busy... loitering around town area...

i've been busy looking for way out from somewhere i have no idea where is it...

* and i was almost on the way to sg siput...

totally lost my mine...

first thing i did after i came out from the jungle looking place is to sms sian...

*sigh of relief...

holidays now...

but totally dont have any holiday mood...

so much work to do...

yet so few time...

bless me please...

- mood swing -

It's strange...
it come uncontrollably...
it can bring me from heaven to hell...
and at next seconds,
from hell back to heaven...
i hate dead silence...
i somehow realised that...
life could be a lot more easier if you do not have the ability of strong imagination...
life can be wonderful if things can just stay be the things you see...
life can be great if everyone can just put away their mask...
why do i need to care so much??
why do i think way over what i should think of??
i'm getting immune....
i laugh a lot...
to hide away how i really feel...
i am strong...
so please stay away from hurting me...
you said i've changed...
but have you not??
everyone changed...
it's just the matter of how we cope with the changes...
and live a new kind of life... together...
i dont think you wanna live the same old life forever and ever...
those sweet memories that past will stay be the sweet memories...
and we should start welcoming the sweet memories to be coming...
so please...
move on...
do not react like i'm the odd one out...
cause i can feel it too...
days that i look forward for become the day i fear for...
problems are coming in slowly...
and i got no place to go to...
i wake up in fear...
i wake up in tear...
but no one understands......

i'm sorry for not treating you the way you deserve...
let's just forget everything...