- 2007 -

Was busy tidying my photos collection in my comp lately...
Found so much of good memories...
My Form 5 life is sweet...
In that year,
i found true real buddies...
who always stand by my side no matter what wrong i did...
what problem i faces...
here's some of the photos during 2007:

Melissa

Yin

Sian

Shir

and... ME!! with a weird pose...

Best pose we created during tt...

Caught not concentrating during tt...

our tutor doing physics experiment... =)

he's one of a kind...

We went to summer 8 concert...

we hang out always...

lunch break

library time...

our favourite!! Kacau-ing sian...

and also her funny expressions...

Next is my class...

5S4...

had a lot of fun there...

had fun deskmates...

had fun classmates...

had fun teachers...

Bio practical time...

Dinner night... i only managed to find this photo that's edited...

our gang...

this pic is funny~

I'm close with her even we dont know each other for long... she's nice...

okie.. gonna explain a bit... i'm not chan gai... just people like to 'accuse' of that...this is our group for campaign for rewards... we got 2nd place for the whole m'sia... got free pizzasss..... haha...

I joined ISCF... had a great time there... learnt lots of stuff... gained great friendship...

it's photo of my teeth mole before orthodontic... i did look disgusting...

home alone... study time... photo time...

when i'm still keeping long hair... which is like ages ago... it wasnt that bad actually...

studying till midnight and start taking picture...

sports day >> overall champion!!



our formation and hormat!! great job!!

- Solved -

FINALLY~

the problem is solved...

i dont know how my road will be...

at least i faced it BRAVELY...

i'm not afraid...

no matter how it turn out to be...

i'll deal with it...

=)

- Rat Disection -

This blog is strictly restricted to those who cant take any kinda of shock...

Pregnant lady are not advisable to read this...

18SX

18PG

before

after

i had a rat disection this wednesday...

it's part of the syllabus...

each person will disect a rat...

disect twice on same rat...

and rat is super duper smelly...

and since that day...

i'm more particular about hygiene...

i keep feeling like i got the rat smell and see rat fur the whole wednesday...

even after i bath~~

i dare not touch the rat with my hands...

and so sian helped me a lot~~~

she'sBRAVE~!!!!

give her applause!!!

i'll end the post with this picture i like the MOST!!~

=)

- Tagged by Ming Fei -

001. Real name → Loke Mei Yen

002. Nickname(s)→ Yenyen, silly jelly waternana kurakura float, fatimah

004. Zodiac sign → Libra

005. Male or female → Female

006. Elementary → Methodist Kindergarden

007. Middle School → Ave Maria Convent

008. High School → SamTet

009. College School → Unknown yet~

010. Hair color → Black

011. Long or short → Medium =)

012. Loud or Quiet → Depends... mostly loud

013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans

014. Phone or Camera → Both =P

015. Health freak → Totally NO!!~

016. Drink or Smoke? → drink ocasionally

017. Do you have a crush on someone? YES!~

018. Eat or Drink → Who dont??? =.=?

019. Piercings → Yes

020. Tattoos → Nop

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → Standard 4

024. First best friend → Loke Kar Wai & Tan Lai Wei

025. First award → Fake - Report making competition in Standard 1

Real - BM essay writting competition during Standard 3

026. First crush →Way back to Standard 4~~

027. First pet → my one and only pet is my bolster, i called it 小猪肠 =)

028. First big vacation → Pulau Pangkor... with family and relatives...

030. First big birthday → Standard 4... those invited mostly not my friend =.="

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → Nothing

050. Drinking → Nothing

052. I'm about to → Post another blog

053. Listening to → Barry Manilow - I cant smile without you

054. Plans for today → Dont fall sleep so early... =)

055. Waiting for → MessageS

OUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids?→ Of course... my ideal number is 2!!

059. Want to get married? → OF COURSE!!!

060. Careers in mind → Something challenging

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?

068. Lips or eyes → Eyes =)

070. Shorter or taller? → taller than me will do...

072. Romantic or spontaneous → BOTH!!!~

073. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach... muahaha...

074. Sensitive or loud→ Sensitive

075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship

076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Neither of it!

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts → Twice...

081. Ran away from home → define ran away...

082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → i normally use pillow to defense myself =) pillow fight~

083. Killed somebody → Recently killed a rat~ RAT DISECTION

084. Broken someone's heart → Nop...

085. Been arrested → NOP! i'm a good girl...

087. Cried when someone died → Yea...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → sometimes

090. Miracles → YES~~!!

091. Love at first sight → Of course~~!

092. Heaven → Yup!!

093. Santa Claus → I know it's not real but i do believe in it =)

094 Tooth Fairy--> Nop

095. Kiss on the first date -> NOP!! too fast~

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → =)

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Yes!

099. Do you believe in God → Yes

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → sian, melissa, yin, joyi, kat, xing

- Confession -

终于作了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意 天涯海角都随你去
我知道 一切不容易
我的心 一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里
你的真心

如果我的堅強任性
會不小心傷害了你
你能不能溫柔提醒
我雖然心太急
更害怕錯過你

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语

只要你一个眼神肯定

我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起

人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里

你的真心

been troubled by this issue for some time...

should i go for it or not??

unknown~~

- Crush -

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

- Love No Boundary -

The girls met...

they chatted,

they fooled around,

they had fun...

The girls met...

they shared laughters,

they shared tears,

they shared secrets...

The girls met...

they argued,

they forgive,

they become closer...

Time flies...

that it's now time they need to seperate...

going to different places...

to continue their dreams...

struggling to get to another level of life...

so many unwillingness deep inside them...

all them have the same sadness inside them...

but no one gonna mention about it..

they need to be tough...

they'll be waiting...

for the next time they meet again...

and talk bout everything they missed...

it'll be a long talk...
definitely a long one...

To the girl who's leaving,

All the girls will be with you no matter where you are...

All the girls will be supporting you no matter what decision you made...

as long as it's for your own good...

All the girls will be waiting for your returning..

and the one girl is sorry for breaking her promise...

for being a sober...

Just for the last time...

Very last time...

The girl promise!!

- Untitled -

I know that it’s hopeless

I know in my head

That this dream of mine

Can never become reality

Even though my head screams“Don’t set yourself up!

You will only cry

When he says no!”

I ignore it

My heart yells so much louder

Screams my feelings

Until I feel deaf

as my heart pounds so loud

As I take off looking

For who I love

I see himLounging lazily

Looking towards the sky

So dark it is

That I barely see

But I see enough to know it is him

My heart yearns for me to go closer

To see the one I love clearly

I approach cautiously

Heart pounding so loud I am certain he will hear

He hears my approach

Turns and smiles at me

My heart close to exploding

I smile nervously back

As I take one last breath

I mutter my confession

It seems that I

Have fallen in love

With you…”

- I'm sorry, Thank you and I love you -

Hello, my friend

Have you heard about the three hardest things to say?

I’m sorry, Thank you, and I love you

All of them are really hard

Especially to me, they are extra hard

Hello, my friend

I will now confess few things

Don’t get upset with anything

Although the things I will confess

Will be totally different from me who you used to know

Hello, my friend

I’m not as brave as you think

I’m scared…

I’m scared that I might lose you

I’m scared that you will leave me

If I throw this mask away

And face you with real me

Hello, my friend

I’m not as smart as you think

I make a really dumb mistake

I’ve once been used by another

And still making more mistakes

Hello, my friend

I’m not as nice as you think

I did talk about you behind your back

And still I’m not sure if I can stop it

I’m trying to stop it,

But I often see myself doing the same thing

Hello, my friend

I’m not as kind as you think

I’ve 0nce used you somehow

I do say stuff that you might hate to hear

I hid myself under this thing called ‘mask’

Just so you would like me

Hello, my friend

I’m not as strong as you think

I cry when my heart gets broken

You might think I’m heartless

But sometime I do get hurt

Just because of the one word you say

Hello, my friend

I’m not as honest as you think

I always tell you to follow you r heart

But in reality,

I’m afraid to take the first step

I can tell you that I’m a good liar and a pretender

I lied, and maybe still…

But I want to tell you this as covering the truth

I’m not saying I pretended to your friend,

But I’m saying that I pretended to be a good friend

Hello, my friend

If I tell you I just needed friends

Would you still like me?

Would you still be my friend?

My friend, one of my life mates

I might not change any time soon

Would you wait for me?

Hello, my friend

Would you still be my friend?

Would you still be sitting next to me?

Hello, my friend

I’m sorry, Thank you,And I love you

- Life as Upper Six -

School started for almost a month...

and now only i feels like blogging bout it...

same class this year...

having all the same classmates...

except 3 newcomers joining us this year...

no new photos of my classmates available...

these is the old one we took last year...

my school is in a disaster look now...

everything is in a mess!!!

a TOTAL MESS!!!and it results in my class, U6B3...

to move into a store room...

yes... a STORE ROOM!!!

it's like a creepy place with so so so terrible dust layer at every inch and corner!!!

due to our hard work...

it's all right now...

it's considered a small room with 4 fans, 6 lights and one exit...

on the most far end at 3rd floor....

so every morning...

we gonna climb up to reach our class...

we are very not satisfy with it in the beginning...

but we slowly accepted it...

and make full use of it...

=)

where we had our recess in the class...

locking the door so that nobody can disturb us...

we even created our own secret door knocking code...

we stored food like mamies, twisties, sugus in the cupboard...

we can just go get it whenever we are hungry...

we bring lots of food to eat during lesson...

food is passed from most left to most right... and also back to front...

we had a lot of fun in class everyday...

all the teachers is great...

maybe except one... the lazy muet teacher...

=)

i love my class...

but i really think we need to work extra hard this year...

cannot let other people to look down on us!!!

work hard B3!~

here's latest photos of my class...

other's with sian...

entrance and exit of my class...

in the pic is oursider jorseng, xing, kent the newcomer, outsider nan and john our classrep with his noob hair style...

this group playing cards... table on the other side of back row full with FOOD!!! another group gossiping over there... the board at the back is decorated with everyone's help... and we had LOTS of fun during the process...

- TAGGED -

Been tagged for really really long... now only doing it... so sorry =)

幸福套餐：
第一：被点名者请在自己的部落格里写下答案。
第二：请传另外十位的人。=）
第三：传阅人‘请在于这十位当中的留言版’告知他（她）被点名了。
第四：这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’。
第五：被点名者‘请注明被谁点了’在哪接到‘在传给下十位’
第六：‘这些被点名者’你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’也会得到幸福。^^幸福套餐

No：1 ♥
1. 你的绰号：yenyen，sillyjelly waternana kura kura float, fatimah =)
2. 年龄：18
3. 生日：一九九零年二十六日
4. 星座：天秤座
5. 兴趣：吃喝玩乐
6. 专长：有点‘幽默感’

幸福套餐

No：2 ♥
1. 你有没有喜欢的人：喜欢的人？有吧。
2. 是否有交往：没有。
3. 现在幸福吗：幸福！因为有很多我爱的人爱着我！
4. 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事：坦白一切吧。不过不可能有这一天。
5. 如果有天，你爱的人跟你表白的话：不可能！

福套餐

No：3 ♥

1. 点你的人是：白人GMF！

2. 他（她）是你的：不同班同学。

3. 他（她）的个性：缺乏自信

4. 认识他（她）多久：一年不到。

5. 你觉得他（她）怎样：是个不错的朋友。

6. 你相对他（她）说什么：相信自己，没有办不到的事，别把自己想得太差。

幸福套餐

No：4 ♥

1. 最爱的节目：和朋友一起，不管去哪，都是快乐的。

2. 最爱的音乐：好听的都听。

3. 最爱的季节：马来西亚只有一个季节。

4. 最爱的卡通：spongebob, totally spice.

5. 最爱的人：家人朋友。

6. 最爱的颜色：彩虹色。

7. 最爱的国家：不知道。

8. 最爱的天气：雨天！！ 我爱淋雨！！

幸福套餐

No：5 ♥

1. 如果上天给你三个愿望：读书时只需读一次并过目不忘，能得到幸福，生活无忧无虑。

2. 你是很专一的人吗：只要是对的人，我会!

3. 最深刻的记忆：中学生涯。

4. 你是个很有信心的人吗：一时是。

5. 你很爱微笑吗：是！但不是傻笑。

6. 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗：不可能！

7. 妄想什么样的生活：在自己设计的屋子和自己爱的人生活，没有烦恼。

8. 是否横刀夺爱才是爱：不是。