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Welcome to my blog. There's nothing wrong with my name. I'm just a girl, struggling to keep up in the rat race. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and i'm lovin it. I'm creative in my own way. I'm the only witness and only person who can judge my life.

25 May 2011

- Blessing -

hi peeps...
life's been great since yesterday evening...
it is progressing well...
and i feel so very contented now...

wanted to share with you guys this:

sometimes...
when you feel down and emo...
when you feel that the whole world is giving you a hard time...
Pray...
and smile after that...
despite what your religious belief is...
or for some of you out there...
you may not even have any religious belief...
but still...
do pray...
ever heard of law of attraction???
when you pray...
your mind will run across all the good things that you wish to happen...
by repeatedly reminding the good things that may happen...
you will feel better...
and it really do will happen...
you have to believe in the power of yourself and how great thinking works...



i've been having quite a hard time before this...
first i sprained my knee...
then i burnt myself...
then my calculator died on me when i needed it the most...
and days ago my pc mouse is dead as well...
despite all these happening in just a short month...
i admit that i am weak by then...
i cried in the shower...
thinking about what's wrong with me...
but still...
after all the tears...
i never give up...
i prayed...
and i smile to the mirror...
telling myself there will be something great after all this hard time and bad stuff...
and now...
things had been great...
injuries are healing well..
calculator had been replaced by me stealing my brother's (XP)
and more good stuff is coming in...
all these happened...
because i believe in myself...
i believe in prayers...
so people...
do not give up when you think that you have come to the end of the world...
pray...
it wont cost you a cent...
no harm done...
i am blessed...
i hope you have the same too...

till then
with



21 May 2011

- Greyish -

hi peeps...
skipped class today again...
feeling lazy~
been down and emo lately...
being down and emo wasnt really my thing...
but sometimes i just cant help it...
gonna apologize if i treated you badly...
so sorry...
forgive me alright?



been focusing a lot on my legs lately...
let's do something different today...
some self-absorbed photos~
=)

pee~ka~poo


blur face~


peace~


did i mention before that this specs is a prop??? XP


listening to my favorite song~




till then
with

18 May 2011

- Moulding -


hi peeps...
some update about my injury...
my feet is perfectly ok now...
no pain...
no scar...
it's as if nothing happen...
but my thigh is still bubble-ful...
redness turned to dark brown colour...
and not really pain...
just a bit pain once in a while...
and it is ugly~
i try not to look at it now...
>.<
been minimizing my movement lately...
didnt walk a lot...
becoming a fatty bum bum~



something wrong with the internet connection today...
cant login to the internet for the whole noon...
so thought of napping for a while...
since i didnt sleep well lately...
who knows!
i sleep away my whole noon...
dont know how am i going to fall asleep tonight...
duhhh~



and i am super bored!!!
how come nobody is online anymore???
everyone went back to hometown and became MIA!
i wanna go home too~
=(
counting down~
16 days to go~


till then...
with

16 May 2011

- Little Miss Good-At-Nothing -


Hi peeps...
i have a confession to make...
i am a total NOOB!!!



am too embarrass to tell people about this at first...
but then...
screw it...
i tell myself...
i must be brave...



alright...
after the knee spraining incident...
now come the burning incident...
i was making herbal tea yesterday night...

and i accidentally poured the steaming hot pot of tea on myself...
it flow from my waist area all the way down to my toes...
after it happened i screamed all the way to the toilet to rinse myself...
for 15 or 20 mins a guess?
and i put medicine...
luckily my immediate action is fast...
so there's only 2 part of my body that is more seriously burned...
my right feet...
and my left thigh...
it was very very red yesterday...
and my skin look like those old people's skin...
bubbles poping out...
then soon the small bubbles fused and form a big patch of bubbles...

cant sleep well last night...
cause i like to sleep on the side...
but since i hurt both sides...
so i cant sleep on the side...
in fact...
i cant move at all!!!
=.=


the injured part got better today...
not so red...
not as pain...
but still bubbles-ful...
=(

skipped class today...
and thank God tomorrow is a public holiday...
not going out for this 2 days...
not moving much too...
just sticking my big butt on the chair...
hopefully it will cure fast...


till then...
with bubbles...

15 May 2011

- Joyful saturday -


Hi peeps..
update update...
finally done with all assignments...
heee~
so coming up next is the exam...
means...
start countdown for the day i going home
=)


wanted to blog about this yesterday...
but i was exhausted when i reach home...
with minor headache...
so plan delayed until today...
so...
shereen came from kl yesterday...
had a really fun day...
met her after class...
hang out until night...
with great food...
great laugh...
great jokes...
great gossips...
XP



best photo of the day!!!
me with mr dark chocolate =)

alright...
i know i am a bit too big to be taking picture with mr dark choc...
all those requesting to take pic with him is actually kids
XP
but...
who cares?
i do what i like...



snacks of the day!!!
our class dismiss at 1130am but only meeting shereen at 200pm...
so...
being hungry....
we went for snacks...
(PS: since i am too hungry... i forgot to take pic of the food... so i play cheat by getting it from internet... but the images are very close to those we ate)

#1 tako!!

as usual...
i am the one eating the extra one...
everyone eat one but i got two...
fatty bum bum me
XP


#2 Best Fries Forever: Macho cheese fries
guess what...
the one we got is actually as dark as this one...
not sure whether it is slightly over fried or it's because the fried it with the skin on
=S



Lunch of the day!!!
Ding Tai Fung

appetizer..

酸辣汤 --> sour spicy soup???
XP

小笼包 --> flour dumplings


some fried prawn pancake thingy...


pork chop fried rice i think

taiwan red bean dumpling..as dessert (a bit too heavy for dessert XP)
got it free from the restaurant...
but i guess i prefer salty rice dumpling...
it find this combination weird...



Dinner of the day!!
Tonkichi
one thing good about this...
is there are free flow of tea, rice and cabbage...
but it is quite pricey for a set too...

Chawamushi..

Cheesy Pork

Curry Pork (forgot to take pic of the bowl of curry..but i super love the curry)

healthier choice...
spot the bowl of curry XP



Souvenir of the day: Sticky!!
shereen got us sticky from kl!!!
yum yum yum~~
i am addicted to it already
>.<



one last thing!
to dear nanny...
we had so so so much fun!!!
too bad you cant join us...
but dont worry...
for sure we ate on your behalf
blek!
XP



till then...
with

10 May 2011

- A High Tech Treatment -

hello peeps...
just an update about my knee...
went to see a chinese doctor today...
and...
TA~DA~
got my knee all wrapped up!
i am not supposed to take it off until tomorrow night...
and i cant wet it...
gonna be skillful during shower again...
>.<


oh and by the way...
the doctor prescribed my some med...


#1 something that look like M&M candies...

#2 something that look like mini bomb XP

#3 and this very disgusting syrup =S

my very first time seeing a very high tech chinese doctor...
i guess i still prefer the traditional ones...
i miss the one at my hometown...
i know it sound so wrong when i say i miss seeing doctor...
but yea...
i miss the treatment from that doctor...
he will massage my sprained part with some chinese medicine oil...
then put some chinese medicine herbs on it...
he will fry the chinese medicine herbs before putting it on...
so comfy when the bandage is warm~
and the smell of the medicine is quite nice...
but the doctor i see today...
uses this!
i dont really know how it works...
he just paste the 4 sticky pads to my knee...
then turn on the power...
and the machine sort of electrocuted me
XP
muahahaha~
i ly there and enjoy the 'shock' for a few minutes...
then the doctor massaged my knee...
then shone this red light thingy on my knee...

google search says this is called 'infra-red heat lamp'
then after all that he just put the medicine on...
and wrapped it up~
not sure should i use the word 'wrap it up'..
somehow reminds me of ta-pau...
XP


guess that's all for now...
till we see again...
with











09 May 2011

- FML -

I sprained my knee...
AGAIN~
i dont know why i always sprain here sprain there
>.<
and the funny part is...
i am not even walking when i sprained my knee...
i'm just standing...
betul betul FML!!!



here is how it happened...
i was washing up in the toilet this morning...
getting ready for school...
half asleep half awake...
then i was standing there...
wanted to turn around to get something from the back...


then...
the bone below my knee refuses to turn while the bone above my knee turned...
so the bones at the joint part of my knee sort of twisted in different direction...
and TA~DA~
it happened in a split second...
and the next second i was sitting on the floor of the toilet...
feeling the unbearable pain...
whispering OMG..OMG..OMG in my heart...
sat on the floor for minutes and i couldnt get up...
after a while...
the pain eases...
so i tried to stand...
but it still hurts a lot...
so i sat on the toilet bowl...
>.<
when i finally manage to get out from the toilet...
i felt so dizzy~
all i can see is blackness...
so went to ly on the sofa...
so...
i would say my morning schedule is pack today...
=.=



during lesson my knee somehow feel better...
at some point i thought i got the self healing super power...
who knows...
it got worse in the evening...
it is so damn pain now...
so my bro got me this chinese med spraying thingy...
will see how effective is this stuff...
sugar sort of curse me and say this thing wont work...
T.T


so talking about this spraying thingy...
what's funny about it is...
you guys know that the weather is killing-ly hot lately right?
so after i spray this thingy on my knee...
my whole body can still feel the weather's hotness...
except my knee!
so now my whole body is feeling hot except my knee...
which is feeling unnaturally chill~


guess that's all...
wasnt really in a blogging mood...
but somehow i still manage to crap a long post...
XP
till then...
with

08 May 2011

- Try To Be Supportive By Remain Silence -


Hi peeps...
wanted to share on something today...
about trust...

when someone tell you a secret...
or share their deep feelings...
it means that they trusted you...
do not disappoint them...



* #1 Some secrets are meant to be kept in heart forever *
think of the consequences before you reveal anything...
if you do not believe that you can keep the secret well...
choose not to know it...



* #2 Think twice before you do anything *
one should see the seriousness of the action they are about to do...
a small little joke of you may lead to other people being hurt deeply..
the hardest thing to fix is a broken heart...




* #3 Offer positive support to those you love *
it meant a lot to the one you love...
because...
no matter how hard their life is...
they know that...
you will be THERE...



* #4 Do not steal spotlight that doesn't belong to you *
there are a timing for everything...
the right decision should happen at the right time...
by the right person...



* #5 Be proud to be the only few one who know about the secret *
appreciate the trust you've been given...
and honour the trust...
by not spreading it direct/indirectly...


" Do unto others as you would have others do unto you "

05 May 2011

- Just Another Crap -

Hi peeps...
just some updates...
my 6 assignments are now left with one...
just an individual microecon due-ing next friday...
so...
until then...
i think my life should be quite peaceful
=)


* * * * *

so...
i was talking with a friend of mine about the annual dumpling festival today...
some random talk...
and by the way...
the dumpling i am talking about is NOT this:


BUT this:
happen to be discussing with both my brothers about the 2 types of dumpling last weekends...
the conversation is something like this:

me: how come both of them are call dumpling when there are so different in size, ingredient and pattern?? how do people differentiate it correctly??
bro: there wont be much cases where those 2 types of dumplings are selling at the same place..
me: the food court here do! if i wanna get dumpling but i dont know which stall then how do i ask people??!!
bro: you can just say you want dumpling.. they will understand you.. just go for some chinese..
me: what if the whole food court only have malay and indian???!!! (well doesnt really make sense.. i am just being funny)
bro: well then just say you wanna the rice kind of dumpling and not the flour kinda dumpling!!!
me: oh~~~ (no fun)

so...
enough of lame conversation...
here is what i wanted to share about...
so it happened that my friend thought the dumpling festival is just some festival...
dont know that there's some stories behind it...
so...
me, as a not so typical kinda chinese...
shall tell the stories...
well before this i must say that i am not particularly good with history...
so here goes the story:



Once upon a time, there was this great guy from China name Qu Yuan who is great (i think, if not his story wouldnt be so impactful) at what he is doing for a living. But apparently some evil people got jealous so he/they accused him for doing something bad that he didnt do. And so Qu Yuan being so sad and disappointed, he jump into a river (it is a river if i am not wrong). Then the villages/public knew about him committing suicide, and know that he is a good man, are afraid that his body will be eaten by the fishes in the river, so they wrap rice with leaves and throw it into the river, so that the fishes can leave Qu Yuan's body alone. And since then, the rice wrapped in leaves throwing ceremony became a custom. And so therefore, people lives happily ever after eating dumpling. =)
[ The moral value of the story: do not commit suicide if you are not famous enough! better still? dont commit at all ]


* * * * *


all right...
the above story is written based on my shallow knowledge and memories...
felt guilty for not being professional in the story telling...
(guess what? i am actually not a professional in story telling)
anyway...
decided to dig in for more details about this fez...
so i googled...
here's a picture of the guy in the story..


Mr Qu Yuan




the professional side of the story:
Every 5th of may in the lunar calendar is set as the dumpling festival. It is for the memorial of a great politician and patriotic poet (see i told you so he is famous) name Qu Yuan. (According to my resource), he is doing great in dealing in internal and foreign affair. But then the king believes to slanderous(this word reminds me of gossip girl XP) talk and so the king exile him to the North of Han(a place). After that the king was being imprison by another king and was killed in another country, Quan Yuan gets very angry and refuses to surrender to the 'killer king'... So the 'killer king' exiled him to a even more remote place in north of Han. During the exile, Qu Yuan never gave up, he continue to show his loyalty for the king and country by writing lots of poems (which artworks stay until today). But at the same time, Qu Yuan was tortured mentally and physically. One day, a fisherman saw him in a bad condition and advised him to not be so sturborn on his loyalty. Qu Yuan said: 'i rather jump into a river, be buried in the stomach of fishes, than being contaminated by 世俗的灰尘 (have no idea how to translate it.. google translate says 'Secular dust' o.O??). One day, another kingdom attacked Qu Yuan's country and are quite successful. Qu Yuan was devastated to see his country in trouble but he cannot do anything, so he hug a stone and sink himself in a river. Since then there is a dumpling festival. *THE END*




well...
i know my 1st story...
which is the not professional one is not same as the 2nd story...
but...
at least i got the name and the final scene correct...
so i would still love to have some applause
thanks in advance
=P




* * * * *


alright...
for now...
just wanna show some brilliant invention of mine
=)

it might not look nice but it taste the best!!!

fried egg which is quite a failure =(

spaghetti that doesnt really look like spaghetti... XP

dinner of the night...
canned alphabet vegetable soup with toasted bread...
(do noted i charcoal-ed one slice XP)

can you see the alphabets???!!!
O.M.G
there are just so cute!!!
found this soup while shopping today...
i am so thrill when i saw it!!!!
i used to beg my mum for this soup when i was small...
all the childhood memories!!!
did you see the peas and carrot???
i am not a fan for both...
but i just ate it all!!!
that can of soup is the best creation of all!!!
(alright maybe not all... hp and computer and internet and aircond are better inventions)
but...
this soup make people to eat vegez~!!!!
so loving it!!!
with all the alphabet inside!!!
how cute!!!!


alright...
looking at my cookings...
what else can i say?
i am just so creative...
till then...
with




[ps: sorry for the lengthy post... hope it doesnt doze you off =) ]